04-07-92

Piercing noise invades my pretty head

No one else can hear the music imploding

My body exploding without control enfolding growing old

As I walk on fire and give away old times

To the grandfather on the wall ticking away

I sway back to the past reaching fast

To hold on tight to my depression

I fight for light to prop me up so I can see

Energy bursts away from me

The dance is unexplained

I’ve never done this before

I don’t understand the heat from the sun

Sending me back to the grace of ice cold water

Gulping down life

Groping for sense

Floating on air towards the tunnel of life

I’ve unstuck myself from the rut

of how I’m supposed to be

Leaving behind society

and images of propriety

Embracing love and everyone is how it’s supposed to be

And now I’m finding youth again

And singing songs out loud

Giving up the gray cloud of sadness

I hung up every day

Now I can say it’s glorious to be happy

My goal in LIFE-

Run

Jump

Play

Be joyous and free

Above all

Love yourself

The rest of the world can follow if it wants to