Wonderland

Down mindless paths

I follow fast

And seek to know the reason

Did Alice understand

her quest

or recognize the treason?

A hurried sleep

passes evenings reaping

hollowing remission

I swallow pills

effortless fill

endless ill

I endure your will

And only answer to that smile

a daily hour

encompasses a sour aftertaste

As I waste away to nothingness

in your powerful embrace

What was the noise?

Where are the toys

of my lost abandoned childhood?

Did I throw them down

to a bloodhounds dinner

to be the only children

left to find the long, long

way into adulthood?

Where is my little girl?

She whirls and whiles away….